Rea’s Entry: First Week

Rea’s Entry
First Week
April 18 – 22, 2005

So much for my so-called first week.

While the other interns are doing their jobs and giving everything they have to impress their mentors, there I was trying to pass another lousy day by sleeping, eating and resting. Lucky for me to get sick and to have an excuse for being lazy. Please do not think that I love the idea of being sick and lazy coz I did not. I was not able to go out with the family since I was sick and trying to gain the strength I will be needing to face my mentor and the world of making news. To be honest, I was really scared. Don’t know why.

I am not so good in talking about what happened or to let anybody into my thoughts, this is one thing why I don’t have a diary or a journal. I don’t want to share much about my experiences or moments in my life since sharing them will only take them away from me. I would love to cherish them by thinking about it once in a while (thinking that I am the only one who had that kind of feeling or who have been into that situation). Do I look stupid or selfish? Hope not.

Being sick for a week or so is a natural thing for me. It usually happens once a month or so. I don’t really get it why my family is so bothered about it and yet we usually experience that every so often. This is the end of my first writing experience for a diary.